Before taking my major exam called Peperiksaan Menengah Rendah (PMR) I had so many things planned out for my "after-exam-break". Everyday my friends and I would go "OH LETS DO THIS AFTER PMR. LETS DO THAT AFTER PMR". But now that I've finally finished my PMR, I've done nothing but lie on my bed, watching movies. So many movies, that I'm literally repeating my movies. Let me just make it clear that it has only been 1 week. 5 days to be exact. I was so excited to have finished and just wanting to get myself out there. And when I was out, nobody was around to help me finish my list with me. Everyone is having THEIR major exams, or out with their families, or just.. well. out minding their own businesses. It's flippin sad, k.

Okay, let's count.

Finished HIMYM S4 & S5 in - 2 days

Finished Hana Yori Dango 2 in - 2 days

Total movies watched = 6. In - 1 day

Total EDC meet ups = 2 times ( YAY )

Hangouts with friends = 1 time.

Rock climbing = Nil

I'm quite the loser, aren't I? Well, cheer up sweetheart, it's only been 5 days. There are many more days to come. Just you wait and see.

Your Lamest,

Amalina

Quelqu'un est maintenant légal de conduire!

A good friend of mine is now SEVENTEEN! :)
Anisa Yasmin Bt. Fadhil Hassan Ismail Yassin,
I'm so happy for you! You're finally seventeen, and :') :') you can now drive me around! Hahaha, I'd just like to take this opportunity to say thank you. For being the most awesome-est friend. No one can beat your caringness, blurriness, loveliness, lameness, smartness, wooness, wowness, omgness, smilingness-every moment of the day. I tell you, no matter how hard I try to stay angry, you of all people just know how to make things around me feel better. Anisa, I'm so happy that I've got such a friend like you. Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for recommending good music and movies and books! Thanks for being the friend I can go all JASON over and really understands it. (sometimes more than I do!) Thanks for being just a phone - call away when in need. Anyone would be just about the most luckiest person to have you in their lives. No, this ain't no cheesy shit. This is fo reals ma friend! + You know I'm here for you too! ♥

BTW

Now you can legally read seventeen magazine! :)
(yes, i know. Lame. Okay. But hay, it has been in my head for the past few days, and well. I had to get it out somewhere)

CAMERA'S.

Ok, i'm goin' high and low searching for polaroid 600 film. It's crazyyyyyyyyy ! :( I don't wanna be lame and buy a fujifilm camera. Ok, fine. It's not lame. It's pretty cool. But i wanna be special. Is that so hard? I think not. Sheeeesh, wouldn't it be so much easier if the films don't expire? Then I wouldn't have wasted 10 films. As for my holga? God knows how lazy I am to use it. It's just collecting dust in my closet. I've only used 2 films. Still searching for the right place to develop my pictures. AND I FOUND IT. Thanks to my cousin ;) My canon point and shoot camera? Hahaha, I've been using it to take videos! :) :) Plus I've been using the memory card for my MiniMo! :) :)

PLEASE TELL ME THERE'S LOTSA 600 FILM OUT THERE. I NEED ONE, NOW. THANK YOU.

It breaks my heart to see how people are treating you. I know I haven't been much of a friend lately, but I'll try my best to be around much more often now. I've got things too tell you too. And it'd be nice if we had our long due-ed session together. I'm so sorry Farah Izzati, you know I love you as much as I love Jason, don't you? :) Stay strong! Lemme see a fighter! All of us will be here supporting you, just like bras.

fuck it.

Why am I in such a shitty mood today? Pn. Ranchani lost my maths book AGAIN. How the fuck am I supposed to do her work now? With TWO exercise books missing. So bagus. And she's always saying "why la your class only got missing books? so what to do when you hilang your books?" -.- omg, you didn't even answer yr question. DAH LA BUKU BUKU SEMUA BNYK GILA BABI EXERCISES. Eeeeee, fuck okay? And someone took my Geo text book. -.- WHY IS THIS HAPPENING NOW? This whole week has been nothing but stress. Everysinglefuckingday, I have shitloads of homework to do because the teachers are going fast to finish the syllables cs Mid Terms just around the corner. I know, I know. I shouldn't be online, I've got to finish my KH notes which was due on Tuesday. :( I'm just so tired. Really. I'm so tired. Plus, I've sacrificed my happy time for studying. Mak won't let me go rock climbing anymore. Well, it's JUST 6 months, right? So the only time I have for myself would probably be sleeping and playing the ukulele. Lately, ukie has been a bitch too. ALWAYS going off tune. :( which just makes me give up on tuning it. Praying has been an escape too. I just feel so so so so stifled, trapped, throttled. :( someone help me?